The dark knell of the wind chime, Sounding in the dark, On this morning’s journey, Forward I embark. How best described the way I feel, What comes from deep inside, The churning chaos, anguish, Love, I often try to hide. The spongy ground beneath my feet, Nowhere to run or hide, Feelings allowed, …
I am an emotionally intense, gifted individual with unique needs and desires. I love passionately. I feel deeply. I aspire to live always with an open heart. I’m full ass, and pour myself into that which excites me. I strive to be who I am, radically stripping away that which is not truly me. I …
As I was taught, I gave up, myself. Until I knew I had given, everything. Too much. Too much. I must find, recover, rediscover, me. Endings. Beginnings. All within myself.
I had so many dreams for us, And now those dreams are naught but dust. I dreamed of growing old together, It lays dead, from broken trust. I dreamed of travels, adventures grand, On shaky foundations, it could not stand. I dreamed of loving partnership, It turned out nothing like I had planned. So young …
I’ve noticed that when I’m tired, things are the hardest, and my emotions are the heaviest. It’s at times like these when I consider abandoning my needs for my wants. It’s at times like these when I feel I’ll do just about anything for relief. It’s at times like these when I question if the …
I was afraid to be alone, Because I thought that once I was, The sadness I had held at bay for so long, Would bring tears that never end.
A story told, that was not yours to tell. A part of me taken, that was not yours to take. The Path on which you led me, that never was mine. The life I created, made me feel like a fake. Emotions unhandled, dreams that were lost, Parts of me fell, others were tossed. Grasping …
The beauty surrounds Not noticed by I, Up in my head Through my thoughts I do fly. My body on auto My head takes control, Through thoughts never ending My brain’s endless scroll. Unbalanced I feel As I notice my state, A conscious upheaval As my mind’s gears grate. I notice my breath, How I …
I cry because I feel alone. I cry because I feel I have lost Love. I cry because I feel I may never have the Love I want, the family I desire, the life I yearn for… And yet… There is Love in my life. There is friendship in my life. My wonderful daughters are …
